Sunday, August 5, 2012

今日心情记

以前写Blog,是为了发泄。今天写Blog,纯粹是为了记录下这几天无比的心情!

当初是因为自私,只顾自己而差点错过了
就是因为你抛出了那道问题,让我想到自己其实在中文台的贡献也不多,上次还搞砸了中文台的Event.....好吧就放马过来吧!

看见大家多么地用心,又能帮忙出一份力,这种团队精神,真的很享受这种感觉,就是这种感觉让一个工委继续工作下去!

之前蛮害怕自己会受不了饥饿的感觉,谁知道全程呢都没什么觉得很饿,只是很累,没力气,可能是因为没吃东西.

这也是人生中,整整一天没吃过东西了!XD 成就感超大!

工作完毕,还以为可以休息休息,在房间FB一下然后去吃点东西,谁知道今天是李宗伟对打林丹奥林比克羽球决赛。跟了阿婆那班到mamak看超刺激的羽球赛!紧张到差点呼吸不到!!一班人看运动比赛真的很有feel! XD

虽然他这次得不到金牌,可是宗伟今天的表现已值得那大家心中的那枚金牌了。
李宗伟,请接受我的九十度鞠躬!!谢谢给大家打了一场超精彩的羽球赛!你永远是我的英雄!!

好了!我该睡了!晚安~~ <3 div="div">

Tuesday, March 20, 2012
这些日子,特别的忧愁.......
好像.......心中的热情又灭了.....
其实像这天的到来......我也预测了.......
想我这种快男,耐不了多久....

可能是AS了那么久,突然焦点没放在我身上了,感觉不习惯.......
其实有很多劝告,都是自己讲给自己听的
如果自己听就好

老师教我们Free Writing.....想到什么就写什么....所以不可以complain乱!!
在DJ Club的日子也算不少了吧.....
有快乐,有emo......
诚实的来说.....看起来不是很多快乐的事情....
有时候觉得他们真的太强了...跟他们在一起,好像变成了哑巴,不知道该说些什么....
或许我们不够熟吧?
或许我还不够成熟吧?
或许我不会说话吧?
或许我不会说笑话吧?
或许我怕被他们批评吧?

今天Duty,看到了brochure 上写着"Be confident being yourself"
其实在想,真的可以吗??
我很怕被批评的叻.......即使senior讲笑,多多少少都会收到心中.....
加上看到,听到他们在背后中插的好几个像我这类的怪咖......心中都觉得不舒服....
看来,我可能被插了自己都不知道.....
我真的很在意人家的眼光......>.< 更不想被列入某人心中的”串“名单...因为自己本身也不喜欢那样的人.....

一直以来都很想做回自己,
真想什么时候想疯疯癫癫地就疯疯癫癫
想什么时间静下来就静下来
不管形象,样貌,穿著,打扮,思想,动作
可是拆掉那副面具,还能做回他们接受的MK嘛?
你们对我说....要在Club里面找个定位.....又和我说我找到了......
我心在想,是不是因为我和她在一起了才得到?那么我宁可不要这种定位!!

还有你.........真的是很感激你对我那么好.....
可是自信时高时低.........我不知道能不能走完这条路.....
觉得亏待你很多......
可能我还不习惯两个人的生活.....
有些事情,不知道该不该和你分享......
真的很不想像以前那样......>.<

看起来我蛮需要人开导的......>.<

Saturday, December 31, 2011

Last post of 2011


Time flies,no,it teleports!!!
Can't believe is the end of 2011 already......

Sum up all,it's a year filled with excitement.

NS and MMUniversity

Opened up a whole new chapter in my life.

Meet awesome people all the long,especially DJ Club Mandrin Slot
Really had a fantastic time with them......On Air potluck,Carnival Night,Christmas party and hell lot of crazy things we did together.
Feel so glad that I choose this club than others XD

2012?
I guess it's another new topic for my life in University as I'm going to Degree at that year...
Informed and warned by seniors that Beta year(first Degree year) is gonna be hard and harsh........
No matter what the future is,I guess I'll face it with courage and passion :)

Damn......I have lot more to say but I gotta go to The Curve for the countdown firework already :)



Last 2 hours of 2011 :) 
Happy New Year in advance!!




Monday, December 26, 2011

After the thunderstorm.

It came swift and fast.
Week 10,apex of my Trimester 2 in MMU
Still can't believe shortly after few months studying in MMU,I've became even busier than I've ever did previously.
Assignments,exams,events.....all in 7 days.
Could you image that??
Nevertheless,it's gone and I see rainbow after the rain~

Well we were given 3 days of holiday to rest~
Practically it's 4 and a half for me since I went back home on Thursday~
and now....there's not even 24 hours left...
Haiz~happy hours gone even faster instead it?

But I guess it depends on how you value happy hours.
Like the DJ Club's Carnival Night.
We worked like donkey,yet we enjoyed ourselves!
I was so tired I could lie on the floor and sleep until the next day
but obviously I didn't XD

It's fantastic to work with them,don't know why.

From total strangers to friends,within a period less than 24 hours,couldn't that be more awesome anymore?

Yeah,I know we did a hell lot of mistakes and there's much more stuff to improved but apparently...
WHO CARES?
As long as we don't repeat it next time then right?

I don't have much to say~just posting this for the sake of preventing my blog being useless XD
Alright~good night :)





Thursday, December 15, 2011

Feelings

好久不见!!足足两个月没写blog了!!XD
没时间写?只是借口~有心就会写!

最近真的很忙....
商业管理科那边忙
DJ Club 那边又忙
刚好现在又在考试
东南忙,西北忙!
等下八点晚上还有考试叻!!
我还没什么读到........

管不了了,这只是个midterm......
还有机会把分数保持在3.7就好了....

这次上来........埋怨的来来去去也就是那几个....
Haiz.......好多副能量啊....


来到恋爱这一科,不知道拿F拿了多少次......
像往常的一样,没勇气,可是还想继续试下去
结果着火咯!烧到自己没关系还烧掉人家的心
你说像我这种人是不是应该吊起来打???
还是受不住别人的眼光,我知道!人家的眼光不用理的!!!
知道了有能怎样?改得了嘛?
每次恋爱,半途而废,更死!!
看到这篇的你,记住,千万千万不要喜欢上我,更不要给我追到你;就让我尝尝暗恋的滋味,给那种滋味痛死就算了!也不要你跟我一起陪葬.外面大把比我更好更独特的人,3billion people里面你找不到??那么你可以不用去理Collision Theory了,更不用相信这Theory是真的了

还是做回好朋友最好,不必理那么多~~

好了,周公来敲门了,晚安!

R.I.P.以前的吴伟恺.......