Wish.

Good thing and bad thing.

I've only started to write ONLY the pendahuluan of my chuang zuo....

Spend the whole night collecting data.
and the FUCKING ASSHOLE TMNET and the FUCKING CHINA JI BAI WEB
ARGH!

Tmr，I only got night time to do,and my Dad already not happy with what I've did-conquering the computer for this long period >.<

Aihz....what can I do?

I think recently I've been sensitive on people's {insert data}
Good thing or bad thing?
Ah remember I'm kao~ perasan.

Wish?
Do you believe on wish?
Tell you what,all my wishes turned upside down all these years.
They happen very quick.
One hour you wished,the other hour semua dibakar api yang 猛烈
This is what happened to my on that faithful Wednesday.

I really scare of wishes anymore.
But then last few days,one of my friend asked my to make a wish.
I thought about it more than a few times,well my friend still force me to do that.

I made a wish,but I don't count that is a wish.
I don't want that to be happened again anymore.
Through all these years,5 years!Suffer enough from the curse!

This is not a wish,it's a goal.

I had a case,though was very light but in the end....
Bang.
Failed.

I know why,because that time I've noticed too late and....it is just too late.
Now,I won't repeat my mistake again.
This,is more complex than I though.
Way more.
I can't even find the feeling,the feeling to put myself into the simulator to feel what my friend feels.


Because,we are different.
Way different.

I know I can't do much,but.
At least I hope I can help my friend out of sadness.
At least I can feel the same sadness.
The cold.

Hey my friend!
Remember!It's all on you!I'm just helping you to walk your life!
Jia You!


I'm stupid,I'm stubborn.Whatever.
I'm just wanted to help.


The greatest gift for me,never is receiving something