SO WHAT! ?

So, so what, I'm still a rock star~
I got my rock moves and I don't need you~
And guess what, I'm havin' more fun~

SO WHAT!!!


It's another way to hide something from yourself,and GUESS WHAT,it's hard to say SO WHAT...

If you said you don't care,actually,you CARES.
Then what's the use of saying that?
To hide yourself from it.

How many times I've tried?
4?5?6?7?
All turned out what?
A pile of shit (forgive me from using vulgar,it's very messy inside)
Nevertheless,everytime it happens,it carves a deep wound on the bark of tree.

Why I can't advance?Why I can't make the move?
I've been asking myself
I know it's alasan,reason,but,this is what I'm telling myself.

Just because I CARE!
Just because THIS IS a fact!
Like what everything said in the mail!!!From the early beginning of the year already!!!
and I can't even pass the Stage 1(myself)!How can I go to the open field!!

That's why,I loss to the enemy in the very beginning!
*Actually,we can't considered one as enemy yet......Or I'm just blur.....
How can you let a soldier,holds nothing,confidence-less,go out to the battlefield and fight??!!
In the end,it will only cause the status that won't benefit both-The Hanging Status.

Finish the road,or don't finish it.

I don't know I'm giving up or what.
Oh yeah,pessimism!
Hi!Long time no see!
How are you dude?

But then,this 'war',if continued,the only survivor will NOT be me.
Wait..........If ever this war is exist?Or just I'm being perasan.....
"The fastest way to end a war,is to lose it"
and,the enemy is a lot better,plus,clean,no wound at all.
So?
Why make other people's life harder?
Why not BE THE BACKSTAGE CREW??!!
That's what I'm always be..........

Once backstage crew,always a backstage crew.
That's why,I'm qualify to go temple and shaves off my hair.
To learn how to say SO WHAT to the world
One only will success if there is people like the backstage crew!

Fan..............T.T

The only way I can think of to strengthen myself up is,reformat,everything.
Erase is the first step,including all the memories.
I'm hesitated to do that..............

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Wish that I had not knowing ANYTHING AT ALL!!!

Songs makes one more emo.


アリガトウ・・・・ソシテ・・・サヨナラ・・・・
---shinkoku na eraa ga hassei shimashita---
---shinkoku na eraa ga hassei shimashita---

by the way.....the tone of this post is not angry,put it on emo....just don't want you guys to mistakenly interpret....