Puzzle.

Science of life.
Human's life.
or Philosophy.
Or Science of Philosophy.
Dunno la.Just random emo thoughts



Picture,a snapshot of the time on Earth.Of an object,of an scenery,of an Immortals.
Puzzle,a picture cut into many many pieces and many many shape of small puzzle.

Don't you've realise?
Life is a very big puzzle.
Consisting of many many 'sector'.

On the day you were born,you want to solve this puzzle.
On the day you were born,you have no idea how this puzzle is gonna to be like.

Why am I born in this world?
What will my future be?
What is the goal of my life?
Why?
What?
When?
Where?

As time goes by,you are slowly getting these hints.
As you grow older,you are exposed to more 'sector' of the puzzle.

Solve the questions,you get a piece of the puzzle.
The pieces,could be right,could be wrong.
But then you wouldn't know immediately.
These pieces of puzzle,are made by even tinier pieces of picture.
Some are so detail until the pieces of picture are in the size of atom.
You just have to be very sensitive to the environment to collect all these pieces of pictures into one piece of the puzzle.
Not too.

How am I gonna know it will be solved?
It will be solved one day.
Or not.
On the day of your death,or before or you will never solve this puzzle.

Puzzle.

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My feeling of writing came back just now,during tuition.
Hehe~
I was waiting for my mom,and it just suddenly stroke me,while I'm reading the book that Mr.Bong gave me as birthday present.
My only one for this year XD
Well,

Thanks a lot! XD

Really makes send me to the mode of thinking of myself,and the people around me.

Have to jot down all the things that I get from that emo period.
Cause when the feeling subside,things are getting much and much little!

Wei Hua said Leo very perasan.
Maybe.
or in fact it is.
Dunno la...

Recently keep a lot of things to myself.
Mom said it will makes one explode....
Yeah......

It's not something that you can say throw away,then it will like throw away like that you know.
Feeling is like an energy,cannot be created nor destroyed.
You received it,it will stay in your heart forever.
Of course,the solvent of everything,time,dissolves it,but that only changes one form to the other.



I don't want to look at my past,who cares whatever thing happened?...For me la.
Always thought the second last incident could be a restart button for this inversely-proportional graph.
I learned from mistake,miss no chances.
And I saw a slight chance that things could be better.
So I took the chance and go on.
Yes!Finally I did something that would make things better!
Never have this smooth run before,or never realised this smooth run before.
Now I had the confidence to run the things.Just need a little bit of push.
Planned,tried to work out.
It's very different from last time.

And then,on that Wednesday,I tripped the trigger.
Bang.
Everything I didn't from the restart.
GONE.

From better,turned to worse and worst still.

I'm not very sure.
I don't know whether that sector of puzzle that I've solved is right or wrong!
But what I've observed and what I've detail-ly looked through,I have confidence that I am correct!

Today.
I see the signs again.
I don't know what should I do anymore.

Maybe I'm just too sensitive.
Maybe I'm just to bak gua.
Or like Wei Hua said,
I'm just too perasan.