Thursday, May 28, 2009

Exam,Reality ENDS.Holiday,Dreams STARTS

Honestly to tell,my mood damn bad right now....
Doesn't even feel the happiness of the end of the exam....
Why?
.....It began last night....

What happened last night,I WILL NOT FORGET.
It is not that I don't want to,but I CAN'T!
Haunting me ever since that.
Frustrated,depressed,I can't concentrate on my studies...

It is like you know.....
You are holding something that can destroy not your own future and your life,but other....Many many many others!
"I don't want it anymore",I told
But again,fate brought us together and I'm now SUFFERING of it...
Managed to get over it last night,but it like a video tape,keep rewinding on this morning.
Damn.
I thought I could enjoy my last Physic paper,and of cuz,everything I hope always turns against me.
Distracted me during my last paper.
Believe it or not,I didn't managed to finish all the questions,about 10 left....
When Pn.Foo told us we have 5 minute left,I like ditakdir mati kao kao......
At the end,I TEMBAKed them without using LOGIC.....
Omg.....
I repeated the mistake I've made during Standard 3.....
One of the BIGGEST MISTAKE I EVER MADE IN MY LIFE.
And now,again.....

T.T

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