Walking down the street.........

Internet.indeed a very sad place....
Like a dark street with nothing but sadness.
Every time I walk into it,everything turn black.
Rainbow,gone.Replace by a frustratingly sad feeling.

I want to leave this place,to a place where no emoness but only happyness
Am I trying to escape from the reality?
Yeah......
But I can't.
The street like a monster and I'm just like a puppet on a lonely string......


It's empty,it's nothing,no need to check.It's either too obvious or to hidden.


I realize that,dream can be very scary,dangerous.
It able to tear down anything you have,broke everything you have.

Every time dream starts,at the end,something will patah.
And dream is just like a hammer striking on it everytime.
But it looks like it's able to regenerate,and I just take it for granted.
Now,it's beyond repairable..........
I hope not........
There is a way to fix it,but I can't find it!!!!!!!
It's getting worse and worse,gonna get into worst................................

Need help.....But no one could help.....
Drown in the wide open sea,I hope I just get eaten by sharks lah.
Haiz......