March 01~What lies in front,is what to get over.

Heading toward the new world.Still,that demon isn't completely destroyed.Guess maybe through time and will power I can wipe him out completely.

The world of optimistic,everything is nice,but also harsh.
Before you get your hand of the reward,you need to pay out.
Before you can reach the rainbow,you need to conquer and get over all the obstacles.
It is testing your determination.
For newbies like me,if I failed,I'll get back to the cliff and this time.....I don't know what will happen...


Pengawas?
I have that thought long time ago.
Standard Two,I almost get my hand on it but due to my mom and my driver(which is my uncle),I didn't get to be one...So I changed my attention to Librarian,and I stayed in the field of arangging books and shouting "Shh" for almost 2 years.Any pictures of my librarian face?Nope,sorry...

Secondary school.
At least,now I got a aim-To achieve the scholarship.
Mom proposed to send me to Singapore through the ASEAN scholarship last year,I bet I did mentioned it once before in my blog or somewhere.I denied and now,get regrets on my stupid action.I guess I'll have to stay and survive through Malaysia's Educational System-Stress.It makes it-the MESS.

This afternoon,my mom brought the topic back again.She told me the registration for the ASEAN Scholarship is opened for Secondary 1,Secondary 3 and Pre-U.
Next year,she's gonna sign up for me after SPM.Which means I'm facing 3 MORE INTERVIEWS on my ENGLISH LEVEL!HOLY!(You guys know how 'good' is my English de rite?)
Two years or study and sit A Level!
And THAT'S GONNA HAPPEN NOT BEFORE SPM!!!
Waliao.....
I guess these are my obstacles,before getting my 'good life'

So,the small step toward my better life is through getting good koko marks and active in academics and co-curriculum.
I think I'm active in koko but my koko card.....doesn't show any GOOD sign...Apa pun ada cuma takde A.Aih...
That's why my mom 'force' me,no it should be 'propaganda' me to apply for prefect.
My mom's propaganda tactic:
Every 6.30am,she''ll start her propaganda session.
I was sleeping in the car and she'll start talking the natijah(negative effects) of low koko marks and how good is studying in Singapore and NO STUPID SEJARAH STUFF~

P.S.:Our Form 4 Sejarah textbook,remember,memorize for exam only!The stuff you memorize please throw away straight after SPM.Why?Cuz the CONTENT,isn't CORRECT AT ALL!!

And that's,sometimes,or all the time,makes me ssooo emo~
I looks strong outside,doesn't means I'm strong inside.
I'm the kinda of people who..........aih.......sometimes you can say I'm easy to be influenced.
My heart very lembik de....Remember that.

So,my mom's propaganda worked and I've made up my mind to apply one.
Oppoturnity is there,Pn.Zakiah asked me whether I want to be prefect or not.
Of course,I noded my head,and my name were listed in the 'cadangan list'
Last week,form were given to me and I filled then on the Monday I passed up.

I know the interview and all the stiff is just around the corner,exams too!
Finally,as I WISHED(or not),the personality test and interview falled on the same day.What shocked me,is the interview.Didn't prepared at all and my leg,lembik dao~

At last,I became a probational prefect,along with Mun Kit,Li Liang,Kin Yen and Jarred.
The tough part is coming to town~(Isn't it in town already?)

Ohh~Life is gonna be tough~
In order to survive the PROBATION,I have to...
-Be a contoh to all the students
-Be disciplined and not that slacky as ahhemhem~
-You break the rules,you break your future(That sounds too serious...)

Tomorow,I might be a different person...But if you feel anything uncomfortable/bo shong/not xuang with my attitude,please tell me in anyway.You are welcome for it anytime.

Feeling like being a prefect,not prefect yet,probational prefect is kinda.....burden?
Honestly,I prefer being a normal student to help teachers rather than a prefect to help teacher.
Simply because we are ASSIGNED to help teacher rather than you volunteer to do it.
And as you know,our school teacher doesn't even trust prefect because the PANDA also did the SAME THING TO TEACHER AHHEMHEMHEMHEM. *coughing non-stop*
Argh,need cough medicine...
Geez,thanks~
*Gulp*Gulp*Gulp*
Ahh~

So basically we are like....'forced' to help teacher?
And you know my attitude lah....racist and rude in front of teacher de...
Plus,I'm USED TO break school rules....And now you telling me to NOT TOUCH THE SCHOOL RULES!That will take time......
All these....have to change....haiz...

Still,I cannot give up!If I give up,that means I'm not brave to face the reality=the demon revives!
I'm not gonna let that happen anymore!

Ahkir kalam,the road is there and I have to get over the obstacles.

Times up,I should spend time on study but why I'm not?Simply because I'm lazy and I don't care about this exam......Simply because I'm lazy.....

Ciao to packing stuff~Jana!