Broken Heart.

Bad day,felt like everything is against me.

Morning began with a disaster,my Ipod dream shattered,fucking TMNET off at the 'right' moment,COD got killed more than shots that I fired,CnC got shit off by million of tanks 3 vs 1.

Can I cry?
Whose fault causing all these?

I'm really sad not just because of I lost a chance to get my dream Ipod,but my Dad.
I told my mom,alcohol will kill him,not God.
Since I moved to here,Dad not weekly,almost daily,went out with his %$%$$ bunch of rich friend to drink until late night.

Mom tear a few time for his bad habit,I was...........
What can I do?
Worry?
Go on to slap him?
Take a gun to shoot him?

He was a good Dad,last time.
I realize,having so much of money doesn't mean you are happy.
I wish I can go back to live in the dog house,rather that this house.

Haiz
Haiz
No one will listen to me.
Haiz

Hope that music can heal me for the time being.
Ciao.