Off my MSN

You all may noticed,I have recently(today) decided to off my MSN until......I don't know....maybe till next year eve?I really don't know.....

It's easy to make friends,but hard to maintain the good relationship with friends.As some people have already noticed,I'm not good in making and maintaining......Plus,I don't appreciate friendships...
As the result,recently,I hurt someone again......

What should I do?I thought through the whole night.......

Then,I found him kinda repelling me.....
That is why I have decided to off my MSN for this long period of time.
I don't want to cause any unwanted trouble anymore.Why avoid me when I can avoid you?
That will be much easier job for you......

I don't think he will read my blog anymore but still,I have to tell him through this post.

Dear Friend(I hope you know who you are.....):

For such a long time,I didn't understand you well,thus,today caused a big problem between you and me.
I'm not good in communicating,but I hope you understand what I'm trying to tell you.

I really fell guilty on what I've talk to you that day.....because I'm selfish,retard and over caring something,I hurt you once again....

I apologize on what I did.....

Sorry!

Still,there is no cure in that sorry.I just hope you are still one of my friend eventhough you are trying to avoid me.

If you felt annoyed by this post,please tell me in anyway....

Sorry again....

I will still online,since I can't live without internet.If you really want to chat with me,please sms me or e-mail me......

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