Dilema....[97th post]

"Future,is in your hand.Others can only assist you,pave the path for you to walk on.You,select your own path,no one can do that."

That's what my dad always told me.

Its gonna get serious next two years.SPM,the final government exam that mostly will change your course of life.To the suffers or the enjoys ,grateful or regret ,to University,Collage,Overseas definitely depend on this exam.

Its not too early to think about which path you should walk."Plan your way to avoid getting lost in this maze",apparently its true.Still,I have no idea where to go,which path to choose.What I only know,is to aim for a good local university,if possible,oversea.

Eventhough,I lives in a family which monthly earns still enough to spend on shopping every weekend,I have a feeling that,depend on parents' shoulder during Uni life,it won't be enough to go to collage or university.Scholarships,is my main provision to continue my walks.But,there is obstacles,SPM result must be EXCELLENT and curriculum must be active while certificates,the more the better for your future.My first and currently only one certs-Recycle Competition,and its not official won by myself.

Oh God,I don't know why,even with full attendance and super-active in co-curriculum,the result is B,C even D!Through this three years,I finally found the key to unlock the A,position.Mom asked me to interview for either prefect or librarians next year,in order to boost my co-curriculum's result.Plus,a cert at the end of the year of service is better and has more advantage on looking for jobs in the future.

Prefects or Librarian?

A feeling in my heart told me to join librarian.Through my survey,all the current librarians shocked upon my decision and do not recommend me to join them.I asked,Why?Most complains about the attitude of their boss.Bossy,gave tremendous amount of work,scolding for tiny mistakes and so on.Most of them regret to be a librarian.That change my thought,wouldn't prefects are better?They said,Yes.

Prefects......
As you know,I'm devil in primary school,"Most Wanted-Wei Khai" was posted in the hearts of prefect.Everyday,like manhunt,looking and searching for my mistakes.That's why I hate prefect.Feeling like they are servants,dogs of teachers.In secondary school,it became worst.Prefect aren't just sacrificing their energy,their money also.I didn't know much about them but I know they have to pay alot for a lot of thing but at the end,not much they get.Students broke school laws,they scold by teacher.They caught students that broke law,they make new 'enermies',people hates them.

Not intended to insult the prefects....

Librarian was also similar to them.But,at least,from my point of view,they pay less money,less duties and less responsible.Plus,I had experience on librarian as I'm librarian in primary school for 2 years.It would be easier to get into it.But,the only problem are,the boss,the heavy work and the scoldings.Scout gave alot of training on that to me.Scout gave lots of training on that but....I don't think thats enough.You see,this year the boss taught my class,I already can't tahan......how am I going to be when I was selected to this so call hell?


Where should I go?







Anyone can help me to decide or give some advice?
Haiz........
Its true that be a normal student is better...but...
Haiz........